stole this from tumblr.

“You don’t want to get involved with a photographer, or an artist for that matter. Us, - Us artists - us photographers - writers, whatever. We’re hard to keep a handle on. Our mood swings waver more than you could imagine. We ricochet from one extreme to the next and offer no valid explanation and will hold you in fault if you so decide to fault us for this. Our minds are a jumbled mess of mechanics and gooey substances that drip all over the place and ooze out of our ears when we cannot properly express these things. Sometimes you can hear our gears creaking, if you listen close enough. Always creaking, always turning, we don’t stop - that’s the thing, we never stop. You can keep a handle on us just as well as we can keep a handle on ourselves. Which is not very well. We could break your heart without knowing it, truth is - all of us creators, we inspire and we don’t even know it. People hold us in high esteems but we are so low in the ground working, digging up new inspiration, ideas, and creativity we do not notice our admirers. This is why the lot of us are seemingly cynical or depressed, we’re keenly observant but in all the wrong areas. We see the world through such beautifully distorted vision that it allows us to express ourselves while putting everyone else in their each own individual bubble for our observation later on. We feel things harder, we see things clearer, or maybe we don’t see them at all. But we don’t care - not really. All we care about is drawing a small gasp from someone as they gaze upon our work. And some of us don’t even aim that high, some of us our content gazing at our own work, critiquing it, hating it, coming up with ways to improve, we need to be happy and impress ourselves before moving to higher levels of this creativity ladder.”

okay just one more thing
i dont ever remember being fabulous.
thats all.

ohmygod its almost been a year since my last post before tonights
whooaaaa
crazy.
i dont know.
i'm in a weird mood.
kaldshgf;rkwlj g
kaygoodbyesorryforrantingaboutliterallynothing

helllllloooo

i just read all of your old posts yo

im not even really quiet sure how i got on blogspot

it wasnt intentional

i didn't type in blogspot.com or whatevs it is

it had something to do with google/my account shit

i dont know

im confused.

but i did listen to part of that one video by gabe bondac(?) or something close to that.

daniel was telling me about him yesterday

weiiirdd

i didnt finish the song though.

so i'm not entirely sure how much i like him.

i'd have to listen to more to decide.

i'm willing to give him a chance though.

he seemed cute enough talking at the beginning of the video (:

okay this got longer than i planned

basically all i wanted to say was the first one or two lines

idk im not gonna scroll all the way up there

i'm kind of just enjoying typing without thinking

okay.

goodbye now.

<3

i hate blogs.

^ i really want this to be centered. 

but blogs hate me. 

whatevs. 

i still havent written in your yearbook yet. 

i was trying to figure out how to make it centered

btws i want to go there :D 

hi emma

hi emma (: 

i just finished reading a really good twilight fan fic (not one of the lemon ones, like a legit one(: ) 

hahah unibrow smiley 

my bad

anyway 

the fanfic was like thirty chapters or something and i was really sad when it finished ): 

it was like breaking dawn ending all over again .

sad sad day. 

D: 

and now i need to write in your yearbook. 

cause ive been "studying" all weekend. and i didnt have time

and i have no idea what to write

i think just sticking some pages from the notebook in there would be a good idea (: 

except you have the notebook. sad day again.  

i think im kinda ranting on here cause i dont have the notebook 

it goes a lot faster when your typing 

usually when i write i forget what im gonna say like in the middle of the sentence (: 

i downloaded a bunch of new fonts this weekend 

it took me like thirty years to get it to work but i get it now and new fonts make me happy(: 

ummm.... 

yeah i dont even know if you will read this 

if you do.. hello :D 

scooters, vacation, fall? 

viet nam

emma got rejected by the rejection hotline

faill